It is hard to forget something which is really special to you. Yeah, people might think that a person that could not easily forget their pet after they died probably too obsessed. But for me it's different and those people had experienced the situation like me will agree to me. I still remembered, we came back from Port Dickson on the 11th Sept 2010, he was still alive but he was very weak. Three days later on the 14th September 2010 , it was most tragic day I faced in my life. I supposed not sending him to the vet on that day. I felt very regret. I did not expect that the doctor would inject him an antibiotic. His body temperature was only 32.8 degree, and you know what does it mean. Pet suppose to have 38 degree of body temp. I asked God, would he still be okay? 32.8 degree was so bad. His life could end anytime, but I prayed to God to save his life. After Sultan getting the injection, suddenly his condition became worse than before I brought him to the vet. He looked so sleepy and no more meowing sound could be heard.
On the 14th, it was the last treatment I gave to him. I put hot water in the gloves and warp it with small towels . Then, I put the gloves under his stomach, neck, and body. I took care of him about five hours plus. That was my last treatment for him :(. My heart telling me, he will gone soon :(. My instinct was correct, around 9pm plus, he died :( but I didn't see his last breath :(. Perhaps, he gone while I was taking my dinner. I really couldn't accept it not because he died but I blamed to myself perhaps it was my fault that I let the doctor gave him injection. Probably that was the caused him dead. My mother was very angry when she knew that he got antibiotic injection. She said that pet shouldn’t be given an antibiotic injection while his body very weak. This is a lesson for me. Next time I would not let doctor give injection to my pet if it is so sick. My sister and I cried loudly..:(
Actually, this was not the first time I asked God to save his life. Back in July 2007 where he almost died because was attacked by three stray dogs at Mas Kipark Apartment. His condition was very bad where his back bone had broken and his back could even turned to 360 degree. He became paralysed after that. But thank God, He answered my prayer. God let me kept him (Sultan) since July 2007 till 14th September 2010. You know, it's not easy to take care of a paralyse pet. Cleaning his urine and poop from his mat at least thrice a week, preparing water and food, playing, does exercise for him in order maintaining his joint and body in good health, grooming and etc. These has to be done always to ensure that Sultan has good enough care, health and love. Even, his food I have to give him a diet which is helping his urinating in good condition, for instance, Science Plan Diet which cost RM53 for two kilos and that would be one or two packets per month. Just like giving a treatment to a disable person. Three years plus I took care of him. Not only myself, Pairin, my sister and brother did took care of him too. Many people loved him including my parents and friends. He was very special, not because he paralysed but he was born to be so adorable. He liked to be pampered. He was adorable, funny and very active etc. Couldn't express our feeling, how much we loved him very much :((.
I'm sorry Sultan. I believed, your time has come and God will bring you to pet’s heaven. We had digged quite deep and big hole for him just infront of our house (Taman Bukit Desa, Kepong KL). I let his urine mat, three small towels which I used to warp the gloves for heating his body, injection kit, none-taken antibiotic and A.D Science Plan diet L into his grave. Good bye Sultan. There is no more pain, paralysed there. You will be very fine up there. Will be missing you always.
Rest In Peace Sultan.
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